May 2011
32 posts
Oh why thank you :P
Why can’t this just stop. I want to scream. I don’t know what to do with myself. I can’t move. The only thing that could ever make it better is never going to happen. And now I’m stuck in this perpetual state of unhappy. I’ve become numb to everything else that I don’t even know what I feel anymore. Am I just going through the same feelings now? Or do I really still feel the same. I’m lost. And I don’t like it.
I apologize for such an “emo” post.
Firstly, I’ve wanted to do this forever, but having family members on Facebook prevents that. Secondly, thank goodness for autocorrect Cus it makes life easier. And I think there’s something else I wanted to say. Anywho. I wish one day that I’d be able to say all the the things I can only say when I’m intoxicated. To some people drinking is an escape. To some it’s to be cool. To some people it just to have fun. I am one od those people. I just like to party. But i really wish I could say everything I wanted while I was sober. One day.